10/09/25 - INSOMNIAC BLUES

THE AIR CONDITIONER HUMS ALL NIGHT LONG

HO-HEE HO-HUM, HO-HEE HO-HUM

IT’S OCTOBER FORCHRISTSAKE WHAT’S THIS THING DOING ON

HO-HEE HO-HUM, HO-HEE HO-HUM

IT SINGS IT’S SONG, IT AIN’T TWO SWEET

THREE O’CLOCK IN THE MORNING MY BABY’S UP, SHE CAN’T SLEEP

ELECTRICITY’S FRYIN HER BONES

SHE’S FEELIN’ QUAKES FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE GLOBE

ANXIETY’S GONE AMMOCK

FEAR SHE’S ALL OUTTA LUCK

NOW SHE’S RUNNIN’ A BATH, DOING ANYTHING SHE CAN DO RELAX

PLEASE GOD WATCH HER BREATH, DON’T NEED NO AQUATIC COLLAPSE

BUT ME, WHO ME? I’M SOUND ASLEEP

BEIN’ CHASED BY MY DEMONS EVERY NIGHT OF THE WEEK

OLD FRIENDS, EX-LOVERS, IN MY HEAD THEY ALL KNOW ONE ANOTHER

SITTIN’ AROUND, HOLDIN’ COURT, TALKING SMACK FOR SPORT

AT LEAST WHEN I WAKE IN A PARALYZED FRIGHT I GOT MY BABY TO CATCH ME CUZ SHE’S BEEN UP ALL NIGHT


 

01/21/25

Dark and cold, the B44 skates up Kingston Avenue

I think of your smile to keep me warm

The way your lips separate and your teeth do all the work

Dark brown curls hang at your shoulder, like a curtain falling for ovation

I am your audience, my eye’s clapping and jeering as they look into yours,

A universe in themselves, hazel galaxies draining to brown, to the small black of your pupils.

I stare and you ask what

But I don’t have the words and you already know what’s what

You shrug like Tomei, with the left then right shoulder

You bite your lip and I feel at one with the cosmos,

The way that makes me feel so, so much

Things I thought I’d forgotten or would never feel again

Things I’ve never felt before